When your dream turn into Nightmare

Heyyy.... it's school night and I was suppose to go to sleep... so....
Yesterday has been a very tiring day, there were so many people came over to my uncle house (mom told me). Things that I want to say is the thing that have been playing in my mind and it start to annoy me. I think I've been imagine things that I wish it won't happen in the future. the things that have been playing in my head is if I ever meet J. How the hell am I going to see him if he hasn't talk to me since April? The only thing that I want to do is just move on and try to push anything that hold me from moving on. I have a life, he has a life. Probably he's  better than mine eventhough he keep saying that his life is awful, one thing that I know for sure is he should learn to be grateful. Being grateful is better than being ungrateful. I admit that I'm not a perfect human being. I make mistake all the time with my cranky attitude but when it comes to grateful I'm cool with it. Let's becareful before we do something because if you didn't think before you act you might regret it.

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