My head hurts like damnnnnn

Hey... and here I am sitting on the floor after I help making Shepherd's pie. Mom want to have them for dinner so me and my sibling decide to make the pie for her. I've been reading this dude post about the day he went through. I know I have no rights to judge but after reading what he wrote on the facebook I feel bad for him, to me he deserve something more than being treat like a piece of shit. I'm glad he has friends that could help him and be there for him when he need them. I don't think anyone deserve to be treat as if they were nothing. that's a crap! Even I was treated differently at school just because I always sit by the desk and read a book. I admit I was a loner or whatever they wanna called me. That's their deals not mine. They think being a loner is sad and a huge disappointment. Actually being a loner is not a huge disappointment, it's just I like to be by my own or have very little friends. I don't have to worry about hurting other people's feeling, I don't have to bring some food from home extra ( I'm cool with sharing my pen or anything that I have in my pencil box but when it comes to food, a huge NO!) Sorry if it offense you but by having a mom who pay attention to your illness is the reason why. By being a loner I could ace all of my subjects in school. I'm cool with groupwork because I could have a conversation with them without being careful. So far I'm in the same group for two subjects and I'm cool with it. I have my own reason why I like to be by my own. I'm free and I have nothing to be worry about. 70% of the girls in my class doesn't like me which I'm totally fine with it. I don't have to hear they nag about their boyfriend 24/7. I think relationship is not something that you should expose in any of your media social accounts. I'm not a fan of those group girls in my class. The one who grumble alot, the one who's chaos, the one who think they are better than anyone, the one who keep talking about their boyfriend, the one who think that they are cute and beautiful and many moreeeeeeeeeeeee..... hahahahaha.... One thing that I know there's a reason why we were given some special gift and by using them the wrong is not a good idea. I really hope I get 2.5 for my CGPA😔

 Anyway, my shepherd pie is done and now it's time for me to eat

P.S to the dude that the post that I've read I hope you have a wonderful life and achieve your dreams, J always say if you done something wrong swallow your pride and apologize. and J I have no idea what's going on with you but I hope that you're happy 😊

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