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Friend or Foe?

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 Hi, I know it's been awhile since I update my blog. I just started new semester. I'm in my third year now in the university. Life has been hell as usual. Today I would like to talk about "FRIEND".  This post isn't about getting support or make myself looked like a victim but sometimes it doesn't seem fair for me to be in this situation. So yesterday I was busy attending my ODL class and my instructor text us in our group messenger and asked us to come up with a group. But the problem is that they require 4 pax per group. But in my group of friends, there's 5 of us and I don't have the intention on bailing them because I support my friends without caring whether they are good in doing their work or procrastinating. So I text my lecture to persuade her to add 1 more person in my group project. But she needs reasons, reasons that make sense and to know why did I all of sudden request something that is impossible. So I told her that this particular person...

Semester 4 is a living hell...

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  So today is August 17 2020, I was suppose to be sleeping but my eyes won’t shut so I thought why not I update my blog since I left it dying. Yes dying. Can you imagine I neglected my own blog while I was busy with my reflection blog based on my Lecturer’s request that is to gain my 10 points for my finals. Funniest thing is that it is for my Intro to Comm class which I signed up earlier during my first week of semester 4. Well my life has gone downhill after the outbreak of the Covid-19. It does stress me out and makes me paranoid. Halfway through my 4 th semester we were asked to resume our class through online class since we weren’t given any other choices than to accept the facts. We do faced a lot of complication throughout the online class.   First problem is a commitment to finishing our groupwork assignment. Which is very impossible to gather my groupmates in participating to do our work at the same times because of several distraction such as commitment as a child...

Exchange student program 2019

Hello....  It has been awhile since I update my blog. I try to update this blog while I'm in Thailand but I can't. I went to their computer centre and let's just say I have hard time trying to log in my email. I found my friend at there but she say that it's quite difficult and me being ignorance I still entered the computer centre and ask someone to help me. The first week was really awkward cause people at there using uniform and I was in my casual smart clothes which I use back in my university. And yes it was very awkward especially when people stare at you and giving you the look. I keep telling myself that I'm an exchange student. Maybe that's why they stare at me. I attended classes like every student. It was fun and exciting. I make a lot of friends back then and they were very nice and delightful to be friend with us. Since I don't speak Thai, I speak English and I was pretty amazed at how good their English was. I never speak English ...

Summer break

Apparently since I enter the university I get the chance to experience summer break. Hello everyone and whoever read this. I feel like writing today without any reason. I’m on my summer break which lead to stuck at home and I haven’t been a productive person lately and I haven’t unpack my bags after got home from college. And by next week I’m going on my summer camp at Thailand which I’m very excited because I get to meet my camp mates. I brag about it and I happened to be bringing my niece with me. We just knew each other that we’re related. And the funniest thing is I’ll be away from 3 weeks and to be honest. I’ve been very nervous about it because it’s my first time leaving my country and I know I won’t be alone at there. But in my mind I go there as if I’m alone. I’ll go there in return favor to my friend who I met at camp. Back to my main purposes. This going to be my first summer camp. Most people might think how boring is it or a waste of time. To me it isn't. I've be...

Camp in the Museum

Sawadeeka.... I just get free time since the camp, it was hectic and very packed but I did have a nice time. I make new friends from different country. I even got a crush on a guy. But he has a girlfriend so I just move on from it 55555555. I just got home from the mall hang with them and I wish they went back to their country on Thursday instead of tomorrow. I'm going to send them off tomorrow. One thing that I know for sure is I'm going to tick 3 things off the bucket list. It was very interesting and fun. I think this is all I'm going to talk about. Goodnight ES'138

Crawling back to you - Daughtry

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Hello.... I was suppose to be back home right now but I decide to stay because I join the Uni's function which is pretty rare for me because I'm not a person who's join any activity even back then in high school. I was waiting for my friend to do the assignment. I was waiting for her part since I've already done mine and I'm pretty sure I understand what I jolt down in my journal. I'm afraid I won't wake up early in the morning since it's start early but who cares. I think I'm going to take a walk since I'm bored and tired. I am tired. Extremely tired. I want to go home but I can't bail on my friends. That's one. Now I'm afraid I might end up depression. I have no mood to do anything. My stomach hurt and I have no appetite to eat. This is seriously fucked up. I always told myself be nice to anyone and smile but I think if I meet people right now I might just gave them a straight line smile. I'm just tired. There's time t...

Comfort zone?!

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Hello... Apparently I plan to update or write more frequently since I still had the time to write and before I get busy with piles of assignment. So right now I'm in my room while waiting for my clothes in the dryer. I'm practically with my roommie's friend. She came here very often which I never mind since she's a good company compare to my roommie. I went out to have dinner eventhough I plan to cook dinner since this is what I should do since I live here by myself without my parents. I don't really had anything to talk about since I didn't feel well after I took a nap in the evening which is a bad idea. So I'm pretty sure I'm going to have a sorethroat tonight if I didn't drink plenty of water and my parents going to be very pissed if I didn't took care of my health. I took extra classes and manage to persuade my friend. The reason why I took it is because it's the classes that I took before and I think me and my coursemate are the on...