E's World

So, good evening everyone. I have one more assignment. Group assignment. TBH I was so grateful I have one group that me and N say leftover group because no one want us and in the end we actually get to finish it and I'm very proud of N with her video editting and H with his well speak as a narrator. I had fun. I actually did when you have group member that can cooperate and fun. I think this is the reason of why the lecture ask us to perform a group. I think. Because this is what group work should do. Even I didn't perform much I never bail on them. I still go everywhere with them. Go to the place to do the interview, went to the study room till 3am in the morning. I really am grateful to have them as a groupmates. We barely have argument because all we did was laughing at each other. I swear it was the best memory that I had so far. I didn't tell them because they might think that I'm weird. Compare to my other group. I have to be careful incase I hurt their feelings....

Hi to whoever read this. So tonight I decided to write and I have two more days till Classes start. I have few assignment that needs to be done. Talk about promise to do it in the middle of mid sem break is bullshit. I try to finish it within this week but by doing this alone. It's impossible to finish them. I just read the manual and it say I have to search more than 10 Lit review. I try to contact the one who was suppose to do it with me but she keep ignoring me. I didn't only not get the chance to finish this work but I also get kicked out from the group. I just realize one thing is that if you being rude and try to fix things, don't do it. People hate it. I'm actually 100% clueless while typing here. I have to be some kind of plastic around people. I can't be myself while other people can. I really hate it. I can't give my perspective without people judge me. Then what the fuck am I doing in the class if I can't perform and grab those marks? What the fu...