E's World

Good evening everyone, I know that I don't usually update my blog at the evening compare to late night or early morning. I have plans tonight so that's why I can't update anything. I have to be at my cousin's house because she threw a grateful party (idk what to called it) So basically this whole week I might be busy. My mom make me to come with her to my cousin's house if it was me I don't even want to go cause I know the house might be fill with fake people and the surrounding might get a little bit tense due to the unknown hatred relationship. I know nothing about it since last time I didn't  go there cause I was busy with my semester one exam. TBH I don't want to come. I don't like being around people like my relatives. Most of the time I'm on positive vibe and by being with them just make it turn into negative vibe which I hate the most. I like being around people who's not difficult or way too much. I like being few people who I can ta...

Hey.... I just woke up from my nap it was so called nap cause I decide to sleep early today but then I woke up at 1:00am. So I decide to turn on my laptop and do what I usually do, update my blog, listen to some song from my spotify account and sing cause by now I know I'm the only one who's awake. Moving on.... I've been watching Japanese movies which I recently hooked to it. It's rare to me cause usually I watch some English movies but now I watch Japanese movies more recently cause well for once I got influenced by my friend. He introduce me to anime and our conversation is basically anime whenever we met each other. And now since I start to watch live action and I found this movie called Takumi-kun series which has 5 movies. It's Boy Lover movie and I'm not a picky when it comes to movie. I usually look up to it and agree to watch it except movie that killing and showing blood. Ha! I don't even watch Saw series, why should I watch killing move which...

Goodmorning everyone, Just as soon I woke up my back hurts. This is the second time. But with this time I could bear it and do chores. Well as usual on Chinese New Year rain happens every year. Which to me is okay cause I like cold but not too much cold cause my nose will bleed and I will start hiccup. It seems like my dad didn't go to work today since I hear he does the chores. I usually get up late and went straight to the kitchen to do the dishes or making myself something to eat. Since I'm off from high school that's mean I'm stuck at home till my result came out. I won't be going anywhere this year cause my parents they have their own plans which doesn't involve me and my siblings. Mom went to Australia (I wanna go to!) and Dad have work some kind of meeting in Paris (I didn't even held my hand up to come with him / I have no money to pay for the ticket) So thats mean when I have my driving license I would have to be my sister's driver which I...

Hey people and good morning (2:54am) I really hate insomnia, I don't drink coffee. I only drink coffee when I have migraine or loads of assignment but since I'm used to go to bed late. This happen. Sleepless night. So... it's 2018 and still no news from J which is sucks but one thing that I know is to move on. I try, I did try everyday. It's frustrating sometimes when someone that you need the most just left like that. But oh well, it's just not my luck and I don't care. I just need to focus on myself for now. It's stressful and I'm trying to reward myself everyday by trying to be good to people. I'm suck at that especially to people who being rude to me, suddenly pissed at me, people that I dislike and someone who try to bait themself as my victim (basically I don't point my fingers at anyone or blame). My dad say that my PR sucks. The way that I communicate with people. But seriously if I talk softly people would think what did she just say...

Goodmorning everyone, it's almost noon so yeah, I decide to update my blog a little earlier cause usually I update my blog at night and not in daytime. But today I'm going to my mom's boss's house for Chinese New Year' Open house or party whatever you want to called them and I also receive an invitation to go to C's house, I would love to go but we might stay there a little bit longer and I'm not a big fan of going to other people's houses. Even on Eid, I was force by my parents to go visiting. Anywho, I'm a little bit panicking cause next month my exam going to came out and I haven't decide which university I'm going to apply to. I have so many options but the Capital city is never was my option to go cause I'm just a ol' country village girl, whatever you wanna called who live near the city. At here there's village in the city which is very common. Hahahahaha... So, there few university that I wanna apply but I even tell myse...

Hey, it's 1:31AM in the morning. And again my insomnia decide to kick me again so that's the reason why I stay up late. It's bad for my health including my beauty (face). I basically watching Netflix rn cause I couldn't sleep and I'm the only one who's up. My cousin and her husband already fell asleep and that's just leave me alone by my own in this 14th floor apartment. I did think about swim alone in the swimming pool across the lake but then since I have weird fear of ghost. So I just decide to stay in and watch Netflix eventhough I'm keep yawn few times for now. So now I'm rewatching the flash. And yes I'm a big fan of the flash. I'm a big fan of Cisco. Why? Have you ever see his reaction and the sassiness that came out from his mouth? It's quite amusing actually hahahahaha....

Hey..... so it's 5:04AM in the morning, I couldn't sleep and still wide awake. This happen when my sleepless assignment night became my night routine. School is over like 5 month ago. I'm turning 20 this year which doesn't excite me much cause I'm not a big fan of growing up. I'm listening to some random song in Spotify's playlist. Since I'm legally an adult I've watch 50 shades freed. hahahahahaha.... I prefer the movie than the books because of the scenes that rated - R .The movie didn't show much like the book did which I am very thankful because the reason why I read and watch the book is because for once it's twific and then turned into a real book. I'm a big fan of Twilight's series so that's why I decide to read it. But the movie is okay, I get to watch the chemistry between Ana and Christian in reality than imagination. Anyway... I have a major crush on the guy who played Sawyer 😍, Brant Daugherty. He's so hot! And h...