Rain Rain Go Away Come Again Another Day

Good evening everyone, I know that I don't usually update my blog at the evening compare to late night or early morning. I have plans tonight so that's why I can't update anything. I have to be at my cousin's house because she threw a grateful party (idk what to called it) So basically this whole week I might be busy. My mom make me to come with her to my cousin's house if it was me I don't even want to go cause I know the house might be fill with fake people and the surrounding might get a little bit tense due to the unknown hatred relationship. I know nothing about it since last time I didn't  go there cause I was busy with my semester one exam. TBH I don't want to come. I don't like being around people like my relatives. Most of the time I'm on positive vibe and by being with them just make it turn into negative vibe which I hate the most. I like being around people who's not difficult or way too much. I like being few people who I can talk to. For the past of two years I've been surround by people who loves to judge people including the guys. The guys were a jerk. Just because I like to be on my own they decide to say bad things behind my back and being a jerk to me. But the girls they can be bitchy whenever they wanna be. I'm not a big fan of being friends with girls like me because I can see the word gossip on their forehead. I don't like them and they don't like me. For the past of two years is just a coincident for me to mix with them. I was being push and force to. (it seems like I can't stop my mom from going to my cousin's house I swear it is the most frustrating moment TT_TT)
I think this is all what I'm going to say. Man that is a seriously mood killer

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