Only Tears - Infinite (2012)
Good afternoon everyone, the reason why I didn't write anything is because of school work and with this semester I can't repeat the exam is I fail so I try to work hard for this semester if I want to go to the university that I'm going to apply next year. I feel extremely lazy when my mom tell me and my siblings that we're going to have dinner with her brother 😔. There so many things going on since the last two years. But I'm proud of myself that I pass in my exam for the last two years but as usual your cousin try to tell you that you didn't do well but you fail. I didn't fail and I'm pretty sure I ace my exam without give a shit about family drama and boyfriends. I know that I only get 1A but atleast I didn't have E of worse G. I pass my exam with the help of 10$ tuition from school and I stay at school till noon to have extra class with my Science teacher. I really work hard to not fail. But who give a damn about it when you're stinky rich and also keep changing the major that you're having in private univerity right? Well I'm deeply sorry that I didn't waste my parents money to go to the private university instead I took another 1 and a half year in high school just to go to the university that I dream of. I'm just go with the flow. I didn't bother to go against my parents word when it came to the university. I don't even pressure them and tell them that I want to go to the private university. I just want to go to the university that I feel good for myself and affordable. Tonight I have to face those ghouls and witches. Believe me sometimes I feel like I'm in one of the korean drama and I'm the one who's annoy with it and want to leave. Who am I to kid, I bet everyone have gone through it right?
My advice is don't let people get to you, just ignore them or just leave them if they try to say bad things about you. There's nothing wrong with you, you're probably not ready for it. I've been through depression since I was 16 and it feel really awful and make you think about suicide. It's feel like there something trying to change you into something bad like I took an example for star wars okay? you're a jedi and you have two choices to go to the light or the dark side but this time you feel like there something pull you to the darkside. That's how it feel actually. You feel restless and upset with yourself. Practically its change everything, the way you talk or be with your parents, you hate being around people, you feel like you want to end yourself. Look! if you feel depress just talk about it with your parents or talk about it with your siblings or friends. It feel like shit when you're in depression. If there's a way for you to avoid depression just do it. But... please don't choose the wrong way. Don't ever dare to pick up those tempting silver that will hurt you. Cutting is not the answer. The answer to your problems is talk about it, don't keep it to yourself. No one hate you or dislike you. Everyone love you and they accept you for who you are. If you found someone who dislike you and they don't accept you it's better to don't give a shit about them. They think that they are way better than us but actually they are wrong. If your cousin or your relatives try to make you feel awful, just complain it to their parents. Piece of cake 🍰.
My advice is don't let people get to you, just ignore them or just leave them if they try to say bad things about you. There's nothing wrong with you, you're probably not ready for it. I've been through depression since I was 16 and it feel really awful and make you think about suicide. It's feel like there something trying to change you into something bad like I took an example for star wars okay? you're a jedi and you have two choices to go to the light or the dark side but this time you feel like there something pull you to the darkside. That's how it feel actually. You feel restless and upset with yourself. Practically its change everything, the way you talk or be with your parents, you hate being around people, you feel like you want to end yourself. Look! if you feel depress just talk about it with your parents or talk about it with your siblings or friends. It feel like shit when you're in depression. If there's a way for you to avoid depression just do it. But... please don't choose the wrong way. Don't ever dare to pick up those tempting silver that will hurt you. Cutting is not the answer. The answer to your problems is talk about it, don't keep it to yourself. No one hate you or dislike you. Everyone love you and they accept you for who you are. If you found someone who dislike you and they don't accept you it's better to don't give a shit about them. They think that they are way better than us but actually they are wrong. If your cousin or your relatives try to make you feel awful, just complain it to their parents. Piece of cake 🍰.
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