The Beginning of Semester 2

Hellooooo....
Apparently it's night and I just got back from having dinner with my friends. We discuss about our group work and out assignment. As always whenever I'm with them I had fun most of the time. Till those two buy cute cereal container and then one of my friend say ' Dad I'm sorry that I waste my pocket money for this useless things' and then me and my other friend check our account and thought about having dinner by eating ramen the whole week. Hahahahahaha....

But as soon as I got back to my room. I do what I was suppose to do and ignore people around me. Not that I don't care, it's just I just don't give a damn thing about it eventhough I know that my roommate is my responsibility but she didn't treat me the way I treat her so I just ignore it. I have piles of work to do than bother about it.

2 days of semester 2 and I have two assignment that I need to do. I decide to do it tomorrow at the library. I also have classes tomorrow at 11. Thank god I have friends who take the same class so I won't feel lonely. I'm cook with making new friends but I'm pretty awkward and I have social anxiety. So sometimes making new friends doesn't fit me well.

I hope this semester give me less stress than before and no stupid argument in the group work that could lead to member quit or get kick off. Been there done that. I swear it's sucks but I manage to pull it off and I'm not a person who give up easily.

Apparently I'm tired and I just want to lay in bed and watch movie so.... Bye!

ES'138

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