I'm not the only one with Terrible Past

Hey, today I'm going to talk something that I haven't talk for a very long time which is my past. Ever since I came to this University I forget about my past and decided to focus on my study instead but after listening to my roommate's friend story I just realize one thing that is that I'm not the only one that have trouble with my past. She say most of her good memory have been covered by the bad one. I was shock of how she explain her life and how she deal with it and she say her pain help her the most and turn her into something that she didn't expected that is being a human with good perks. She's extremely smart and I was very surprise about. I didn't expect something that give you pain can turn you into something extraodinaire and she prove it. I kinda like her. She may be insane and crazy 😂 but after what she gone through it explain everything. And I want to be like her. I need to move on from this pain so I could be extraodinaire like her. And Girl if you read my blog, you have become my inspiration for being alive because you prove something that I never see someone around me have gone through of what you've been gone through.

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