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Hey, it's me again?! For now I'm busy looking for a job cause I have bunch of time that I'm gonna waste it by sit around and do nothing. So I decide to do something else by looking for a job for a teen like me. So far no luck due to my busy schedule so for now I'm pretty much have more time for my house chores which I called cooking lesson from my mom. I know how to cook simple stuff like that which does not amaze anyone. I practically jamming right now. I just went to my spotify account and play any throwback songs which bring me back to the past.

So.... I've been difficult for almost a week cause I just can't move on from the past like there something keep stab me in the back for many many times. I being honest I want whoever the reason why I'm like this is to fuck off from my life and my parents. I don't fucking need you fuck up their relationship. I being honest, I'm basically tired mentally and physically. I don't fucking need you in my life okay? I want to be happy because of them happy. You need to fuck off from our family. I don't even give a fuck what you want to do. He's a married man for fuck sake! Go out there and go search for a guy who's not married and don't have 3 typical kids who literally want to strangle you.  Every fucking time! . Everyone deserve to be happy. It's not right for you to fucked up someone else life. They deserve to be happy! You're a shameless woman do you know that? Because one thing I know is that I'm not a fucking hypocrite. I act nicely to people and treat them better. I'm just tired okay? Tired of drama that have no end. You are the reason why I want to leave in the first place. I left because I can't stand any of this bullshit anymore. I won't let this get me down and making me have suicide thoughts. No! I value my life because I know there so much things I can do by getting better and better. I'm not interest by accepting you and try to be nice to me because it doesn't work with me. Oh I don't know by me being a bitch to you is my dad got pissed at me. Legitly not interest.

Sorry for the outburst, I'm not in the mood for bullshit people like her. She need to fuck off

ES'138

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