Everything, everything by Nicola Yoon
Hey it's me again. I know it's has been awhile since I update anything here. I have good news. I ace in my english test. I get 3/6. Which is a good thing for me. 5 more marks till 4/6. I know I can get better than that but I'm utterly grateful for the marks. I being honest. My shyness still there. I try to be cool and stop panic but it keep coming to me especially when the times I need to do some class presentation. My mind was blank and I can't answer any question. I keep telling myself to be cool. My teacher has give us a new task which I called "the table has turned" because it's our turn to teach our teacher. She want us to revise it for finals. So the only way for us to study is giving us a task like that. I'm not a fan but if this thing will do good to me then I will do it. No matter how many times I stutter. This is a practice. Sure is I guess.
On 27th October, I will be wearing those blue robes and the square cap which mean I'm graduating from high school. It's a good thing right? It is a good thing for me especially. Finally second step to University woohoo.... yay meπ and yes it is very important to me.
Finally I feel a little bit better by my own, no sadness
Wanna know how I do it?
I cope with my feelings.
Whenever people let you down. You just ignore it and act like nothing happens.
Believe me it's work for me.
But if it's get too much just leave. Ya know just leave and go somewhere.
Don't think about hurting yourself, you leave you pull out your cellphone, tap the youtube app and search for some funny videos to lit up your mood. I used to watch runningman to lit up my mood or some animals video that can make you smile π.
What I'm trying to say is don't bother what people think about you, people like them like to get to you by all means get into your head. That's bullying. That's not right. That's awful. Ask yourself this "if I care about them what do I get?" "Can I earn money from this?" "Were they worth it?"
That's the questions that you should ask yourself. Me? that's the question that I use. I'm glad for once because I defeat these shit by get high score in high school. I ace all my 7 subjects and look now who's happy? me. Those kind of people ruin people life because they are jealous and obviously has no life that's why they bother other people life. Just get over it already.You're perfect just the way you are and no one can say a thing about it. each one of us has a gift which we haven't found yet. Me? I have a gift of writing I turn my life into a story.
Well since I'm in a rush that's all what I'm going to say. I need to go before chaos happen hahahaha.... or a wrath π
Love, E'S138
On 27th October, I will be wearing those blue robes and the square cap which mean I'm graduating from high school. It's a good thing right? It is a good thing for me especially. Finally second step to University woohoo.... yay meπ and yes it is very important to me.
Finally I feel a little bit better by my own, no sadness
Wanna know how I do it?
I cope with my feelings.
Whenever people let you down. You just ignore it and act like nothing happens.
Believe me it's work for me.
But if it's get too much just leave. Ya know just leave and go somewhere.
Don't think about hurting yourself, you leave you pull out your cellphone, tap the youtube app and search for some funny videos to lit up your mood. I used to watch runningman to lit up my mood or some animals video that can make you smile π.
What I'm trying to say is don't bother what people think about you, people like them like to get to you by all means get into your head. That's bullying. That's not right. That's awful. Ask yourself this "if I care about them what do I get?" "Can I earn money from this?" "Were they worth it?"
That's the questions that you should ask yourself. Me? that's the question that I use. I'm glad for once because I defeat these shit by get high score in high school. I ace all my 7 subjects and look now who's happy? me. Those kind of people ruin people life because they are jealous and obviously has no life that's why they bother other people life. Just get over it already.You're perfect just the way you are and no one can say a thing about it. each one of us has a gift which we haven't found yet. Me? I have a gift of writing I turn my life into a story.
Well since I'm in a rush that's all what I'm going to say. I need to go before chaos happen hahahaha.... or a wrath π
Love, E'S138
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